斗母宫

已被政府拆掉了的斗母宫，是我小时候常到的地方。上个星期回家时，看到已支离破碎的斗母宫，心中的感叹无法形容。

去年今日此门中，
人面桃花相映红。
人面不知何处去，
桃花依旧笑春风。

本来很赞同这首诗的情感。但此时的我却不觉得“赞”！此时只觉得：

去年今日此门中，
人面桃花相映红。
桃花不知何处去，
人面独站春风中。

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*此联图只予娱乐用途，无任何批评意味

On the way back home...

今天的心情糟透了

一向懂得自娱娱人的我，那份幽默已被我抛到九层云霄外了。

嗨，还是冲个凉。希望明天会更好吧！

A smart Indian

An Indian, a Chinese and a Malay were in a terrible car accident. They were all brought to the same emergency room, but all of them died before they arrived. Just as they were about to put the toe tag on the Indian, he stirred and opened his eyes. Astonished, the doctors and nurses present, asked him what happened. "Well," said the Indian, "I remember the crash, and then there was a beautiful light, and then the Chinese and the Malay and were standing at the gates of heaven. An Angel approached us and said that we were too young to die, and that for a donation of $50, we could return to earth. So, of course I pulled out my wallet and gave him the $50 and the next thing I knew I was back here."

"That's amazing!" said one of the doctors. "But what happened to the other two?" "Last I saw them" replied the Indian, "the Chinese was bargaining over the price, and the Malay was waiting for the government to pay for his."

把“女友”升级为“老婆”的时候发生的bug

亲爱的技术支持：

　　我急需您的帮助。我最近将"女朋友7.0"升级到"妻子1.0"，发现这个新程序意外地启动了孩子生产程序，而且占 用了大量的空间和珍贵的资源。这在产品的使用手册中没有提到。此外"妻子1.0"自动将自己安装到其他的所有的程序中，它随系统同时启动，监控整个系统的 状态。男人夜出2.5"和"高尔夫5.3"无法再运行，一旦运行该程序系统即行崩溃。试图运行"周日足球6.3"经常失败，而"周六购物7.1"却代之运 行。看来我无法保留"妻 子1.0"，因为它和我喜欢运行的任何程序都不相容。我打算回到"女朋友7.0"，可是这个程序又无法卸载。

　　请您帮帮我吧！

　　乔

给乔的回信:

亲爱的乔：

　　这是个很普通的问题，产生于你对基本原理的不了解。

　　很多的男人将"女朋友7.0"升级到"妻子1.0"，以为"妻子1.0"是一个"实用与娱乐程序"。然而"妻子1.0"却是个操作系统，是被设计用来运行所有程序的。你不可能清除"妻 子1.0"，也不可能回到"女朋友7.0"，因为"妻子1.0"的设计中不具有这个功能，无论是卸载、删除或是清除已经安装在系统中的这些程序文件，都是不可能的。

　　有些人曾试图安装"女朋友8.0"或者"妻子2.0"，结果是产生了更多的问题(参见手册中的赡养费/孩子的养育/律师费用)。我安装过"妻子1.0"，我建议你保持现在的安装状态，妥善解决遇到的困难。

　　当任何错误或问题出现的时候，不论你认为是什么原因引起的，你必须运行"C:＼我道歉"程序，并且避免使用"退出键"。必要时可能需要运行"C：＼我道歉"多次，希望最终能使*作系统恢复到初始状态。

　　"妻子1.0"虽然是一个需要高保养的程序，但同时对人可能是非常有益的。充分地利用它，需要买些额外的软件比如"鲜花2.0"和"巧克力5.0"。

　　不要在任何情况下安装"秘书(短裙版)"，因为"妻子1.0"不支持这种程序，而且系统多数时候肯定会崩溃。

China Synergy Programme for Outstanding Youth (CSP8)

CSP8 is now launching and open for application. Anyone interested can apply at http://www.chinasynergy.org.hk/main.htm

For more information about this programme, you can visit my blog http://tolovethereisnoborder.blogspot.com or Chiaw Yin's blog at http://chiawyin.blogspot.com/2006/08/csp-xian-7-9-july.html or Hooi Kiang's blog at http://www.xanga.com/hooikiang

Good luck to you all... :)

Cloudy day at 17-11-2006

Sitting in the meeting room 5, my working space in Panasonic. Everyday, I enjoy the beautiful view of Cyberjaya. Sunny day, cloudy day, raining day, windy day... It is really a nice experience. Appreciate the luck I have. Given a chance to join this team in Panasonic. :) :D I believe En Shu (another MMU trainee, too bad, didn't have his photo. :D ) and I are appreciate we can be in this group. :D Learn something we never learn and fun to learn. :D Although today is cloudy day, but we are working hard in solving some problems. :D Hopefully I can solve it by tomorrow (18-11-2006).

The precious sunset after working day...

Recently, Cyberjaya always rain in the evening. For a passenger of motocycle, it is not a really good experience. However, I am a lucky gal. :D For the 5 days working days, I never ride the motocycle under heavy rain. :) Thanks to everyone again. :D Thanks to the one allow me leave office at the right time. :D Thanks to the one fetching me back with his car while there is raining a bit heavier. :D Thanks to the one pray with me everyday. :D Thanks to my motocycle rider (= driver). :D Well, is time to enjoy the beautiful sunset view... outside Panasonic R&D Centre at Cyberjaya. :D

Sunset is not the end of the day. But it is the beginning of tomorrow. :)

Failure is not the end of our life. But it is the beginning of success. :)

Minasan, gambateh ne!

难得的成就感

今天是实习的第五天。很幸运的我遇到了一位好的team lead。 他总会让我们是很多东西。真正的让我们融入team里。今天，很幸运的，我被分派了solve一个小小的问题。也成功地解决了。虽然只是一个小小的问题，却让我感觉到我是有用的人。真得很感恩我的领队。谢谢您。

心动

重看心动这部电影，感觉与五年前完全不一样。年岁的增长，会否也会让你在重温某部电影时，有种不一样的感动呢？

張艾嘉的心動歷程
心動對我的感覺，其實就是一些在你腦海中永遠忘不掉的一些畫面，這些畫面可能是在很久很久以前出現過，甚至有的時候，在某些時刻中你會忘掉他，尤其是在我們現在的生活中，常常會忘記了一些最美麗的時刻，可是這些事會在偶爾一些時刻，偶爾在一些場景，或者是在你心情不好的時候，或者是在你心情很好的時候，或者是你走在街上，突然看另外一個畫面的時候，那個美麗的畫面又在你腦子裡出現，會讓你心裡一酸，或者是讓你心突然跳快了，甚至會讓你臉紅，那些東西都是你一輩子忘不了的一些東西，那對我來講可能就是心動了。

我剛開始拍那個戲，首先因為〔心動〕它是一個形容詞，我在拍的時候我就想我應該怎麼樣來拍出心動，當然從開始我選金城武就已經很清楚。為什麼我要選他？因為有了心動念頭我才去拍這個電影，因為我覺得我要知道，那個男孩子要讓我現在這個年紀的人看到，都仍然感到心會跳，有異性的一個吸引力的時候，我才能夠去把這個故事變成立了。以前的金城武老是給人家的感覺就是他是一個明星，尤其在他現在在日本紅了以後，他很有型，太帥了！就是說大家很容易把金城武撇開，所以我這次我盡量讓他不要去演那種很有型的樣子，雖然他還是蠻有型的。

所以當金城武來演這個戲的時候，我第一天可能還沒有那個感覺，可是第二天我拍到他一場在彈吉他，抬起頭來看，不曉得是看莫文蔚還是看GIGI的時候，我們所有站在那個電視機的旁邊看 MONITOR的人，每一個人都發出讚歎，唉～，大家都唉一聲，我就知道成功了，因為我相信他一定是電到一些人了，如果他電到我的話，一定可以電到觀眾了。所以我覺得那個就是在那一剎那，那個心動很重要一個元素。

我開始對GIGI的要求是蠻嚴格的，譬如說她跟莫文蔚之間的感情，我想這些都是我教不來的，朋友之間的一種感情很自然地就會清楚地在螢幕上出現，不要以為你跟他夠熟就表示你們是好朋友，講兩句親熱話就行了，我說不是，是好朋友的話很多小動作就會出現，我說你跟莫文蔚一定要變朋友，所以我就逼她們兩個出去玩，你也知道GIGI是一個很乖的女孩子，她說：我都不曉得什麼叫「瘋」，那我說：你試試出去「瘋」，所以我就叫她跟莫文蔚出去個交朋友，她們就通電話，有時候去喝茶、出去玩、晚上出去去聽音樂，後來她們常常通電話，然後慢慢變成每天通電話，當開始拍戲的時候，甚至有時候梁詠琪在拍戲，莫文蔚沒有戲的時候，莫文蔚都會打電話來說她要來探班，其實你可以感覺到她們倆個已經沒有問題了，所以在她們倆個演戲的時候我根本不用太過於去教一些小動作，然後那個神情，那個眼神，她們都會自己做出來，因為她們已經是好朋友。

梁詠琪她以前沒有那麼吃重的角色，那麼內心的東西，這次她做到了，不過她只是對拍一場被打的戲之後哭著跟我說，我再也不要拍文藝片了，比動作片還難，真的哭著講說，我不要拍戲了。對莫文蔚來講，因為莫文蔚一向都是好個演員，只是這一次她演的角色可能在她以往的戲中也沒有出現過，而且我反而要修掉她，那個所謂的莫文蔚的那種洋派跟那種自信，我要把這些東西給修掉，連她走路我都有時候跟她說，不要這樣子嘛，提醒她一些東西，我說不然的話，你還是像莫文蔚，我希望人家看到最後要忘掉你是莫文蔚。所以我一直很怕就是所謂的有名氣的演員，我以前不太多用這種演員，這次因為三個都是偶像，所以我必須要很努力把這三個人，讓大家忘記是金城武，梁詠琪跟莫文蔚；最後記得是浩君，沈小柔跟陳莉。

愛情其實是我們人生的一個必經之路，而且是非常重要的一個點，在我這麼多年來，我一都感覺到愛情，愛，它基本上是一個很多事情的原動力，只要你付出，你一定得到某些東西，就是我所謂講的失戀，它也是你所得到的東西，看你怎樣去看待它，所以我常常看到報紙上講說，失戀以後你跳樓，我都覺得這個比較愚蠢了，因為它可以變成你那個百寶箱裡面的其中一個很美麗的一個東西，你都沒有把它存進去，你就把自己結束掉了，那就是很愚蠢的做法，所以我覺得如果能夠把愛情當作是你自己人生的必經階段，那失戀也可以變成一種階段。

在電影的後面的部份，GIGI與金城武相遇，重遇之後，倆人終於....怎麼說呢？倆人終於....終於就釋放了！那種埋藏在心底裡多年的情感釋放出來，在這段裡面，金城武回到家中突然哭出來了，我覺得一個男人到了這種的情況，那種愛，那種牽掛著的情感，用眼淚釋放出來的時候，我覺得會很心痛，會很感動，到了拍攝的時候，不是只有那一場才哭的，有很多時候，在現場深深感動到哭出來，常常都要哭....

我覺得那個所謂的過程，可能都是一個很安靜的過程，拍完這部戲以後心裡會浮出一個感動的畫面，就是令自己感動的畫面，你走出去以後，你會想到你自己曾經也有過那麼一次，它留了很多空間給你們自己去想，給觀眾自己去回憶，或者去幻想更多的東西。我最後一個鏡頭，有一個一分鐘的特別的效果，一個特效，可是當我還沒有做出這特效之前，我有的只是一個綠佈景，跟梁詠琪和金城武的特寫，我在剪片子的時候，我第一次看完這部片子的時候，在桌面上的我還是哭了，我覺得不單只是兩張臉，而是人一生中一個最美麗的畫面，它是抹不褪的，它可能是一輩子，但在一輩子當中，又不曉得有多少個春夏秋冬，你的一輩子當中，不曉得有多少個太陽升起來，中午的烈日，下午的黃昏，晚上的剪影....

人的一生中，有太多這樣的日子，所以就在那一分鐘之內，都讓你看到了！

我是覺得，人生一定是會有那麼一次，或者是有一個人，是忘不了的，那既然忘不了，就去看看他好了～

学习

过了三个星期的忙碌生活，学到的，不只是技术上的知识。让我觉得充实的，其实是人生哲理和自身智慧的增长。在这三个星期，每天早早就得从温暖的被窝里钻出来。在等巴士的当儿，看着学子们往学校钻。在地铁站，看到穿着斯文的工作人士。看到斯文背后的不斯文表现（上地铁时，总是把自己挡在门中间，也不会先让要下车的乘客先下车，自己就只会往里面挤）。也看到穿着新潮的年轻人。也看到新潮背后的礼貌动作（当有老年人上车时，他们还是会站起来让位给须要的人）。真的有种“人不可貌相啊”的感觉。在课堂上，有人教会了我，有时神经大条点，笑容多现点，真的会让别人感觉不一样。另一位学员曾对我说，有时候，当他不开心时，如果有人对他笑，他真的会感到很欣慰。所以，他很喜欢给每一位他遇见的人一个阳光式的微笑。说真的，当你看回以前的相片，微笑的相中人，真的可以让你有另一番的滋味。

以下都是在早期拍的相片：

Mr Miaow, 他是一位和蔼可亲的前辈。呵呵!


庭辉和他的她。亲切的笑容是否已溶化了你的心呢？


书聪。 早晨的微笑，象征着今天会更好！

谢谢所有相中人。因为你的微笑将会改变某些人的一生哦！

Our convo for the course...

End of the course, I learn some technical knowledge from the course. Not only that, I learn more about philosophy about humanity. :D Don't know I am using the correct term or not. :D Thanks to everyone around me...

Our trainer, Miss Ee. She is pretty. :D



Can't see clearly right? :D More photos below...


Yeah, certificate. :D Miss Ee and I. :D


My groupmates, Miss Ee and her helper during the course. :D From left: Jack, sir, Miss Ee, FeiMee, I.


Miss Ee and three of us. :D Outside the classroom. :D


Finally, three of us. :D This is my first time group with FIT student in assignment. :) Different feeling compare to group with FOE students. :D However, is a good experience I gain. :D Jack is our group leader. :) He is knowledgable in programming. FeiMee is a cute gal. I learn some lesson from her. Sometime, it is really good to be less sensitive and be careless. :) Well, after all, it is fun to work with them. :)

Last day of three weeks...

Today is the last day of the three weeks. Everyday, wake up early at 615am, take the bus to Serdang KTM station, take the KTM to Subang Jaya, transit at KL Central, walk from Subang Jaya KTM to USJ15 through a quiet residential area. But, I am extremely lucky I can say. At least I never walk in heavy rain, never become a victim for snatch thieves and such. Thanks to Jack for fetching me back twice. He is one of my lucky star preventing me from walking in rain. :D Thanks for Siang Sin for fetching me to KTM station. He might be my lucky star excluding me as one of the victim of snatch thieves. :D Thanks to Manggai who accompany me for one day trip. :D She open my eyes with the culture of India in Malaysia. :D Thanks to FeiMee who called me when she found out that I am late for exam. :D Frankly, I enjoy the trip although it is tiring. I learn to enjoy what I am doing. :)


Last day, on the bus. :D Erm... this photo is not nice. Take another one...


This look better. :D


Small kids with primary school uniform. :D I like it and miss my primary school life and school mates. :)



This road is so quiet each time I walk through. Why today so many car parking here? :-/


Ohh... there is a mosque there and today is Friday. :D


The KFC I wish to go the most. :D The outlook is so nice. :D I like the design. :D

Late in KTM (8-11-2006)

That day, I went home late. Tired while taking KTM. :D But taking photo can power up my energy bar. :P hehe... Thanks to my new handphone again... :P

曾经

曾经走过的走廊，昨天的今天，已成为过去。朋友，好好把握当下吧！

知福，惜福，造福。
知恩，感恩，报恩。
切记切记！

Serdang KTM station under construction

One day, when I come back from Subang Jaya, saw Serdang KTM station under contruction. While I am blaming myself for didn't bring along camera, my handphone appear in my mind. :D Yeah, I got a new camera phone already right? :D Although is only 0.3Mpixels, but I am satisfy with it. :D


Argh... how can we walk through here?


Erm... What is it? High into sky... :-?


Everyone walk through this muddy carefully... :D


Another victim after me.

There are a lot of giant transport. Enjoy viewing... :D Especially for my friends from CSP. :)

New hair style

Hoho... back to Bukit Mertajam for two days. :D Long time didn't go back. :D Miss my lovely family so much. :D It is time to change a new look. :D

New hair style in process...

Saw the poster behind me? My hair designer say that she will cut my hair same as the poster. :D But it doesn't mean that it will look nice on my big head. :D Not really clear? Okie, let's look closer...


Hehe... take photo with my new handphone (Nokia 6070, not a very expensive phone). :D Good thing to have a camera phone. :D Thanks to the one who hunting this lovely phone with me. :D



New hair style in view...

Side look. :D


Front look, but quite blur. :D


Back look. :D Lovely mummy help me to take this photo. :D Great skill ya. :D



After two days back at my lovely hometown, is time to go back KL for busy life. :(
On the train, just wake up...

Look so ugly. Nevermind, take another snap. :D


Better after 'hand comb' my hair. :D


How about this? :D Look a bit scary. :D


Innocent look. :D But better. :D

Anyone have any comment for my hair to look nicer. :D Do let me know ya. :D Leave me any comment on my new hair style if you have any. :D